Silent Scream

Silent Scream

I’m an MK! There, I’ve said it, it’s done!

“What does it mean?” you say, “Is there a chance I could be one?”

You don’t know what you’re asking, you don’t have a clue

Of the hardships you’ll face, the things you’ll go through!

“Tell me”, you say, “I’ll listen not talk”

I’ll reluctantly tell you, but let’s take a walk.

In the beginning ….. it’s not hard to be one

It’s exciting and new and a whole lot of fun!

You see things that most people will not ever see

You go places and do things, but listen to me ….

There are consequences to this life as an MK

And I carry the burden to this very day.

My friends and my family, they are one and the same

Are no longer around me, it causes such pain.

These brothers and sisters, there’s no relation by birth

Are scattered across the face of this earth!

My soul is ripped open, I’m broken apart

As I long for the others who make up my heart.

I long for my life as an average MK

With the jungle, the mountains, the hot rainy day!

I long for times past, when smoke filled the air

A life that was full, but empty of care.

I long for the time, when who I was made sense

Where my friends were like family instead of just friends.

These are my memories, I hold on to them tight

By sharing them with you, this long bitter fight.

I am who I am, I’ll not give up one bit

This MK within me, is just the right fit!

How do I get through it though, how can it be seen?

It is me, it’s my life I silently scream.

“I couldn’t live with that”, now is that what you say?

Then you’d better lose the desire to be an MK.

(A Tribute to all those who live under the blessing and curse of being a third culture kid)

Phillip Good (From the heart of an average MK)

rpgood57@gmail.com


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